I used to think that Ellery Sweet was pretty much one of the luckiest gurls in the whole wide world. On hormones, but still with a girly cock that is positively heavenly, a face and body so angelic I want to cry every time I look at them (because I can’t help but feel that I will never be that pretty), and, to top it all off, all of the clothes and shoes that I want for myself

And yet recently I came across her real name, which I’m not sure if it’s not really a secret, but I don’t want to post it, and it broke my heart to read a couple of things. First of all, the bullying. I will never, ever, ever fucking understand how some people can be so mean to someone like her. That story from a local newspaper about how some dick parents sent their 4 year old to tell her what they couldn’t say themselves (cowards!), is an abomination.

What’s worse, she was sentenced to 40 hours’ of mind numbing community service after lashing out at these assholes (not the kid, although she was pretty mad at the kid too). And then there was the other story from another local newspaper about how, earlier this year, cops had to be called into her house after she swallowed a bunch of Co-codamol pills with alcohol and threaten to kill herself.

I hope she is better now. I mean, I know that turning into a girl is no easy task — for anyone. But it should never get to the point where you feel that you want to kill yourself, much less to actually try do it. And a person (especially her!) shouldn’t be punished because some jerks insult you because they think you’re a freak.

In all cases, here is a video of her that is just oh so absolutely breathtaking.

Next time she is on live cam I hope I can muster the courage to say something to her. Today I froze as soon as she logged in and said, “Hi.”

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    far more beautiful than any “woman” I’ve ever been with. Her face...close to perfect
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